Have you not seen how I hold on tight
Did you forget that I feel your blame forevermore Did you give up now for nothing I feel so fragile, so numb inside. My heart is soreWhy has the poison taken hold of me
It is no secret, the noise in me will never die There is no antidote, I have no cure My light has withered. I say no more. I can not stayThe door is locked, I’m sure
My hands are clean My keys are on me I check againI’m always tired
I never want to sleep My dreams bedevil me My breath is never deepI am my best friend
I am my biggest enemy That is who I am That is nothing I can changeI force myself to speak
feel insecure Too scared of people in awkward silenceI feel so paralyzed
but still I speak I’m disembodied I need to run away
۳۰ بهمن ۱۴۰۲