دویست و هفدهمین قطره

it's getting bad again. a lot worse than i've ever felt. having these mental breakdowns way frequently nowaday. i just wanna shout to everyone that i need help but i can't and all i do is create stupid stories with AI in which i'm not alone. things aren't even as bad, yes Uni is misreble but i found a job. they like me, it's about gaming and it's what i like but why am i feeling like this again? why do i feel like i wanna explode every god damn second? what is wrong with me? 

 

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