Have you not seen how I hold on tightDid you forget that I feel your blame forevermoreDid you give up now for nothingI feel so fragile, so numb inside. My heart is sore
Why has the poison taken hold of meIt is no secret, the noise in me will never dieThere is no antidote, I have no cureMy light has withered. I say no more. I can not stay
The door is locked, I’m sureMy hands are cleanMy keys are on meI check again
I’m always tiredI never want to sleepMy dreams bedevil meMy breath is never deep
I am my best friendI am my biggest enemyThat is who I amThat is nothing I can change
I force myself to speakfeel insecureToo scared of peoplein awkward silence
I feel so paralyzedbut still I speakI’m disembodiedI need to run away
۳۰ بهمن ۱۴۰۲